Spontaneous Hiatus

Sorry to anyone reading this absolute moan of a post, I just need to let my feelings out!

This post isnโ€™t really book related but itโ€™s me announcing a spontaneous hiatus for at least this week and depending on how next week goes, maybe another week, too. Work is really affecting me and I have no capacity to think of anything else right now. Iโ€™m so fucking exhausted and feeling incredibly hopeless and I hate it. I know itโ€™s just this phase of work Iโ€™m in right now, but I feel so unsupported by the people I need the most support from even after continuously voicing my concerns.

A meme of a shocked possum at the bottom of the image, with the following text above it:
Me: no problemo
Narrator: But it was all problemo
Thatโ€™s me. I am this possum.

Not to sound dramatic but today was a day that had me trying to hold back tears as I discussed with colleagues this annual report that I barely understand what Iโ€™m doing with anymoreโ€”completely smashing what little I understood of it to begin with.

I barely held back the tears on the long and seemingly endless journey home this evening while simultaneously trying to avoid having a full-blown panic-fueled anxiety attack.

And it finally ended with me being unable to hold back my tears when I got home and made it into the shower, all throughout dinner, and as I continued to figure out what the hell I need to do to get this thing done by the deadline next week.

I am so so so incredibly exhausted. I just want to keep crying. And I hate that itโ€™s making every moment miserable and affecting my reading because my brain just canโ€™t compute.

Blog signature that reads: Let's Chat! xoxo, Dini

Magical Readathon 2023 Challenge – Choose Your Own Adventure: Year in Aeldia

Hey, friends! Today I’m back with another reading challenge post and this time it’s for the Choose Your Own Adventure: Year in Aeldia Magical Readathon 2023 Challenge. I find it hard to keep up with all the different challenges so despite following and being subscribed to the Magical Readathon on Twitter and YouTube, I still somehow missed this announcement.

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